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5:41 PM

*sigh* this morning, me and frankie went jogging and we were talkin about weight and dieting etc...and she kept sayin that both of us were normal weight...and she meant it as a compliment, but it felt like a stab in the heart....and how she was saying that i wasn't too skinny or anything....doesn't she realise that i WANT to be TOO skinny!!! *sigh* might try to do a 7day fast...starting on friday....if i can get out of meals...(grandparents are down...) xxx

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vegangirlie wrote:

Sep. 7th, 2007 07:30 pm (UTC)

I know how stressful/annoying it can be when your friends try to give you a compliment about weight but end up feeling down about it. One of my friends said you were losing weight but i'm glad you haven't lost anymore because you'll look too skinny, and i'm not even anywhere near skinny! I really took it to heart because i seem to have hit a plateau at the mo...its so annoying!
anyhow a little rant to you/sorry. we just think differently. think thin. take care x

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sj_ireland wrote:

Sep. 10th, 2007 05:34 pm (UTC)

hey..i tried to leave you a comment on the community page but wudn let me as im not your friend??
well..you havent failed...that jus makes you stronger..well it dus wen that happens to me...my mam is away and iv been stayin in my nans house two doors down from me...she made me eat loada cake and dinner...i felt horrible after it..but a new week,a new person!!!!!x
think possitive:)

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youllbejealous wrote:

Sep. 10th, 2007 05:35 pm (UTC)

are bless, except you had to eat...mines just lack of self control....*sigh* oh well.....atleast im not eating ALL day long cuz am back at school....*sigh* lol. you ent a friend? will try and add you :)
xxx

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sj_ireland wrote:

Sep. 10th, 2007 05:45 pm (UTC)

aww thnx for the add..i think i accepted you..im only after joinin so dont know what im doin half the time haha!
awww but also weni was down in her house i jus kept goin out to the kitchen and eatin another and another slice of cake...like it was uncontrolable..even yday wen i came bk down here i heffd out on choc...i got soooo worked up i tryed to get sick but i cudn...i really wanted to tho....:(my heads all over the place!!!!!!

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youllbejealous wrote:

Sep. 10th, 2007 05:46 pm (UTC)

arw bunny!!*hugs* well thats in the past now :)
xxx

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toffeeappledays wrote:

Sep. 20th, 2007 12:54 pm (UTC)

Hi!
i saw on proanorexia that you live in Abington. I havent been accepted on that site yet so couldnt comment on the post buti too live in abington!! Near the co-op. Can you email me?

gingerlillytea@yahoo.co.uk

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youllbejealous wrote:

Sep. 20th, 2007 06:13 pm (UTC)

coop as in on kingsley front? how old are you? xxx

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toffeeappledays wrote:

Sep. 21st, 2007 07:21 am (UTC)

The one on wellingborough road but if i go along the back roads i get to the white eliphant pub.

I am twenty one.

x

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youllbejealous wrote:

Sep. 21st, 2007 06:17 pm (UTC)

the one near abington park on the way to town? :) im only 16...(lil baby!!lol...a fat one tho....*sigh*)
xxx

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toffeeappledays wrote:

Sep. 24th, 2007 07:23 am (UTC)

yes the one near abby park. What part do you live in. I am twenty one but also fat!!!

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youllbejealous wrote:

Sep. 24th, 2007 04:36 pm (UTC)

i live on broadway...tis in between the racecourse park and abbey park.... :)
bet you ent as fat as me :(
xxx

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inunity wrote:

Feb. 27th, 2008 06:36 pm (UTC)

hey you havent posted in a while, are you okay?

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youllbejealous wrote:

Feb. 27th, 2008 06:40 pm (UTC)

arw, bless, didn't think anyone would notice...lol, am fine...well....ish....just feel a bit stupid coming on since i've lost control since xmas....puot on weight...dunno how much though cuz i don't dare weight myself... :S need to get "back" into shape... :(
xxx

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inunity wrote:

Feb. 27th, 2008 07:06 pm (UTC)

Like really i wouldnt encourage your eating disorder so whatever works for you but gaining lots of weight will most likely trigger you ultimately. I was in recovery for 14 weeks, gained and now im back at it lol. Well hope all goes well with you, stay in touch =)

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youllbejealous wrote:

Feb. 27th, 2008 07:08 pm (UTC)

arw, thanx for advice! :)
:( tis sad that you still ent happy with yourself, but if thats what ya wanna do...hope you get happy soon!!! *hugs*
xxx

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inunity wrote:

Feb. 27th, 2008 07:43 pm (UTC)

well saying im "unhappy with myself" would be going to far. I love who i am and what ive become over the past year. I am a happy person and im enjoying life. Im unhappy with my body, but the eating disorder itself is like a part of my life and i do like my eating disorder, i hated it in treatment but i dont anymore. Im just trying not to miss out on too many things because of my eating disorder.

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